a space supposingly meant to do some testings here and there. lil did i expect to have something written here.

i was lost. for a moment. then i realised. i saw what was happening. i was angry. yet more disappointed than ever.

perhaps its me being unlucky. or me being stupid and naive.

to have met a person whom i thought would have mutual feelings. and later to have found it wasn't as i thought.
i was glad that i have clear conscious and a lil too ratinal perhaps. ha. thank god.
i have collected bits and pieces, here and there to show that he was just a jerk. playing a fool of me. thank goodness i found out rather early than to be sorry later.
was furious, at myself. for being silly.
was glad, that i have grown so much while experiencing all these.

dearie friend told me. that in this virtual world, things might just look pretty as we want it to be. so true, that it will always be kept in my mind, reminding me to be careful.

well... about the bits and pieces. will definitely have it written down sometime later as a reminder to myself, and also to girls out there.