i was unhappy.
i was unhappy of a lot of things. and some include you in it.
you asked me why. why was i unhappy. i couldn't say it out. that i was unhappy about you.
instead, i told you the rest of the things that make me unhappy.
you asked me. did you make me feel like i was being ignored. because you weren't the one who started the conversation all the time.
i felt so stupid. by your question. it made me think. i felt even stupider.
it kinda showed that you care. about how i think of you. but it also shows how stupid i am. continuing to be the first to start a conversation. and yet at the same time you do realise that but never intend to make a change.
it just shows what exactly is in your mind. it shows. it shows it all.
so i supposed that is the answer. to the doubts. to the things i am unhappy about.
thank you. for clearing that up. tho you didn't answer it exactly. but i do get the point.
thank you. for lightening my burden. the answer may not be what i wanted. but i am glad there came an answer.
thank you. for pointing out that we are just friends. just friends.