how do we know that we have fallen in love?
was it a question we are supposed to ask ourselves? do different people have different answers? then how do we know for sure? who can tell me whether i am falling in love, or not. and who am i to tell myself that love has come around? or is it simply just lust? or the fact that i have been longing for one makes myself think that it is love, perhaps.
even i myself aren't so sure that the guy i used to like so much throughout the year last time is the guy i love. like, and love, are supposed to be different, i think. so.. how do i know, whether i like this guy, or i have fallen for him?
in what circumstances do people fall in love for another person? well, i bet the answer can be a very different one to many out there.
so.. am i falling for this guy? or is it that the longing for love makes it feel like i am starting to love someone? or is it the fact that by having this thought right now simply means i am not in love?
one thing i do know. i love having him around, online of course. well, one could argue that you can't possibly to fall in love before meeting someone. but then again, i have so many friends who have fallen in love through this wonderful cyberspace and it actually worked out. another thing i know, is that i care for him, a lot more than i thought it would be. until one point it became freaky! and the other thing i know, i don't even mind that he is perverted (ha. maybe a nicer word would be nicer) and naughty, i actually enjoy having him being just that. and i do know that, i have tried not talking to him over the msn for two days yet looking at his nick all the time, and at last he started a conversation (which to me is a huge relief).
so.. have i really fallen in love for this guy? whom in a way i am still glad he is far away (i couldn't imagine what would happen if he's reachable). or is it the fact that he once said that he has started to like me. or is it that he is the 1st guy who's being naughty and tease about sex topics. or is it the fact that he knows i am just as easy to manipulate around, and he's just playing a fool around.
i don't know. and i don't want to just let my heart tell me. i don't want to make mistakes.
i wish so much, that if this guy is feeling the same way. please, please just let me know you too, feels the same way. so that i don't have to worry and think silly. i feel like such a fool at this moment, a tad pathetic too.
was it a question we are supposed to ask ourselves? do different people have different answers? then how do we know for sure? who can tell me whether i am falling in love, or not. and who am i to tell myself that love has come around? or is it simply just lust? or the fact that i have been longing for one makes myself think that it is love, perhaps.
even i myself aren't so sure that the guy i used to like so much throughout the year last time is the guy i love. like, and love, are supposed to be different, i think. so.. how do i know, whether i like this guy, or i have fallen for him?
in what circumstances do people fall in love for another person? well, i bet the answer can be a very different one to many out there.
so.. am i falling for this guy? or is it that the longing for love makes it feel like i am starting to love someone? or is it the fact that by having this thought right now simply means i am not in love?
one thing i do know. i love having him around, online of course. well, one could argue that you can't possibly to fall in love before meeting someone. but then again, i have so many friends who have fallen in love through this wonderful cyberspace and it actually worked out. another thing i know, is that i care for him, a lot more than i thought it would be. until one point it became freaky! and the other thing i know, i don't even mind that he is perverted (ha. maybe a nicer word would be nicer) and naughty, i actually enjoy having him being just that. and i do know that, i have tried not talking to him over the msn for two days yet looking at his nick all the time, and at last he started a conversation (which to me is a huge relief).
so.. have i really fallen in love for this guy? whom in a way i am still glad he is far away (i couldn't imagine what would happen if he's reachable). or is it the fact that he once said that he has started to like me. or is it that he is the 1st guy who's being naughty and tease about sex topics. or is it the fact that he knows i am just as easy to manipulate around, and he's just playing a fool around.
i don't know. and i don't want to just let my heart tell me. i don't want to make mistakes.
i wish so much, that if this guy is feeling the same way. please, please just let me know you too, feels the same way. so that i don't have to worry and think silly. i feel like such a fool at this moment, a tad pathetic too.
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